JOKERSTARS

Year started well with steady winnings and the usual swings, but after around 700 games I encoutered my worst variance ever, and got so fck'ed and frustrated after countless and most unbelivable suckouts ever, that I started writing JOKERSTARS in chat every time it happened.
That was right around the marked area:

Then some cu*t at Pokerstars found out and pushed the DOOOOOOOOM-button on me:

 

Any game. Any level. Any buyin. EVERYTHING I play I loose caused by RNG-DOOM on my game. In all my years of poker I never had such a red line and i makes me wanna quit.

 

So please Pokerstars; I've taken my punishment so either let me win again og say goodbye!

 

 

 

 

 

 

Moving on

Was looking for a backer to help me move to $15 hypers because me goes on monkeytilt when my Graph keeps looking like this (red line vs. green line):

especially with the 15s

but unfortunately nobody wanted to team up with me. I wish I could just see those poker-$'s as a tool to improve and move up instead of real Money. Funny thing is, in my many years in poker I've never even withdrawen any of them as I have no urgent need for them.

So I might give up on those swingy hypers and move back to more safe ground of 9man turbos;

ROI is fine but hourly is lagging as I usually don't play continuously. And 15s are looking good allthough still under EV (and yes yes yes LOL-sample I know)

Another problem is at my time of day playing, not many 15s a running so I have to mix with 7s or choose to play longer hours or later hours. OR maybe even mix with some other format APART from hypers... LOL

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

Please can someone stop this doomswitch

Just wont stop, and it's like self-reinforcing leaving me thinking I'll never ever gonna win again.

Overall I'm now officially down more than 100 BI

Soooooooo close to stop playing this shite and leaving JOKERSTARS for ever...

DISCOURAGING

80BI under EV!

I know it's the dark soul of variance, but still finding it hard to deal with, especially when it just continues day after day, after day, after day....

This is now 6 days in a row getting dipped in tar and rolled for my Money.

NEVER NEVER NEVER

NEVER NEVER EVER post a winning graph like I did in the previous post, or you'll get hunted down by the bitch called variance and get a SMACKING:

Still playing - still winning

but WHO cares...

Should play LONGER
Should play HIGHER
Should play MORE TABLES
Should play staked -

    cause I'm a BRM NIT-REG

Punktured red line

Love my new playground, and finally able to get juuuust a little more games in thanks to "McKenzie"

Lately though, I'm beginning to question my game and wondering WTF is going on. Is this just standard variance or is it me who have changed something in my game:

It's almost like getting 2-outered and stuff like that is better that this, at least you can see that the red line is going up and that you eventually will catch up.

It's even more frustuating when you look at the previous games:

 

 

Well, guess I just have to play through it and face the fact that this is hypers "in a nutshell."


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